Besides the history making heatwave that is hitting our city...(today was 43 degrees celcius and tomorrow is 41 and the last 14 days have been above 36 degrees). I had a mental meltdown. What that means is I started to think shit how is this going to happen!
How am I going to have enough money, how can I do this by
myself, how will I pay people when I dont have it..urghhh. It was a downward spiral that lasted easily a few hours. Mind you during this I was listening to a personal development tape, a great series aimed at mortgage brokers helping them to increase their business sales etc. The whole time this man was talking about how to motivate staff and what business procedures to put in and how you should be doing 10% of the work and having others do the rest...urghh I wish!
And I thought where is the god dam tape that teaches you how to make money without money!!!! Dont worry I'm working on a book about that now! But still far out I need it now. Urghh. Anyway back home and in cooler conditions and now getting a hold of my finances...rather than avoiding them. I fixed it...well sort of...I've bought myself time excellent!
So whats my tip to get over it. Keep reading, put that cd in your car and slowly you will work your way around it...oh and what works for me is fear!! Hate to say it, I cant bear the thougth of living ....for me what would be a mediocre life, its just not for me and I know that I will be terribly unhappy. So thats it. You'll comeout of it just like I did...in the meantime I need to find a graphic designer that will work really cheaply...how will I do that?? Any ideas please let me know asap!
Sam
How am I going to have enough money, how can I do this by
myself, how will I pay people when I dont have it..urghhh. It was a downward spiral that lasted easily a few hours. Mind you during this I was listening to a personal development tape, a great series aimed at mortgage brokers helping them to increase their business sales etc. The whole time this man was talking about how to motivate staff and what business procedures to put in and how you should be doing 10% of the work and having others do the rest...urghh I wish!And I thought where is the god dam tape that teaches you how to make money without money!!!! Dont worry I'm working on a book about that now! But still far out I need it now. Urghh. Anyway back home and in cooler conditions and now getting a hold of my finances...rather than avoiding them. I fixed it...well sort of...I've bought myself time excellent!
So whats my tip to get over it. Keep reading, put that cd in your car and slowly you will work your way around it...oh and what works for me is fear!! Hate to say it, I cant bear the thougth of living ....for me what would be a mediocre life, its just not for me and I know that I will be terribly unhappy. So thats it. You'll comeout of it just like I did...in the meantime I need to find a graphic designer that will work really cheaply...how will I do that?? Any ideas please let me know asap!
Sam
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